Sup all! Grace here. I live large for GOD and follow whatever He says. :)
Forgive me if I critisized you in any way! :)
Went for picnic at vivo. Woah it was tiring but extremely fun. Just like USS on thurs.
Well it was raining n pouring in the afternoon but what can stop a group of worshippers of Christ gathering for bonding? Nothing can be against us!:)
Little bro tagged along and became centre of attraction. Very famous man that guy. If I bring him along, its troublesome, but at the same time, its fun because he is CUTE!!!
Service came after that. I felt rejected. But I know I shouldn't be. So I was very very angry and I hated myself. A lot. I was frustrated with myself. Why don't I ever learn. I was unhappy. Why did God even saved me. I'm unworthy, I'm nothing worthy to be saved. I'm a sucker. An asshole. I am the worst human being that is on earth. An ungrateful idiot. Why on earth did God save me. Why did he want to rescue me. I don't deserve any of His love. He should just let me die.
At that moment. I realised His great love for me. When I was singing, I just didn't mean anything that I sung. I was a hypocrite. Why does He even love people like me. I just don't understand why.
Why did I go for encounter and still don't place Him as my centre. What the hell is stopping me.
The word then came along. I felt it was the answer to all my sorrows. It was just meant for me. God is so good. He just places things at the right time. I want to rid my hard up emotions. I want to rid my treasures on earth. They will be vanished anyway. What for keep them more valued than God, the everlasting.
I'm a sinner. I sin, I walk away from God. But the most expensive price was already paid. It was the best gift we could ever receive. Why are we taking it for granted. Why are we all so distracted. Without God we are nothing. Do we mean what we say from our lips. Or are we just providing lip services. I just want to inculcate a relationship with my groom. The one who loves me and appreciates me for who I am. The one who gave me the greatest treasure. I need nothing more but Him.
It's a happy day indeed. Signing in.