Sup all! Grace here. I live large for GOD and follow whatever He says. :)
Forgive me if I critisized you in any way! :)
I hate bgr. Waste time. Waste energy. Waste effort. Lose focus of the main thing. Makes people sad and heartbroken.
Why can't just focus on studies now. Why give girls high hopes. Why flirt. Why be so cheesy. Why so irritating. I hate that feeling.
You give people the sense of hope, but you're not my Mr right guy. God will plan mine for me.
I will just wait and have a OPEN heart. Some people just lock their heart and refuse to open it up. They just don't want to get into one and prevent God from intervening in their life.
It's irritating. I hate this feeling. Why do I have such problems to face. When will my focus be on the right thing. When will I stop complaining. When will I start thinking of God and not anything else. I also don't know. When. When..
I can continue in self-pity. Or I can start afresh. Each time I do it, I fail. Am I doing it with the right attitude? I really don't know. I feel like giving up. My source of motivation isn't the right thing. My source of motivation isn't right.
I keep feeling depress when I want to start over. I feel like a burden to others. I can't handle my own problems and I'm letting others handling it for me. Sucks to be me.
I need those words of encouragement now... I search for solutions, but I never knew it was right infront of me. I keep beating around the bush and not focusing on my target. I shoot all over except the shooting board.