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why feel this way...
Thursday, December 1, 2011, 12:11 AM
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Well... Have been busy the whole day. Did house chores in the morning. Had prayer fast, went for cca, had dinner, helped my friend with some girl, and now I'm home watching white chicks.


Prayer fast wasn't that bad. Idk if I slept or dreamt for 20mins. In any sense, looking forward to that daily:) It's a nice talk to God. Very nice. Like as if I already got closer to Him. Yay!!:D


Cca was irritating. Kids. All so disrespectful. We're talking to them and they just ignore us, talking amongst themselves.


Now I'm just frustrated. Fine maybe its my fault. But you totally don't trust me anymore. I didn't spit a word u said at all. Almost did, but something stopped me. Thank you God. All things are from you.


You just accuse me like that. Fine! I call you materialistic. Ok! I'm sorry! Maybe I just don't even know the meaning of the word. Maybe I'm just frustrated. But why does it bother you so much!


Ugh!! Pissed man... Ok. Thinking what would Jesus do, He definitely wouldn't flare like how I did... He definitely wouldn't be so rude... Besides, he's older, should respect.

But even if I apologise, it ain't gonna work at all... Once trust is lost, its lost. It can't be gained back so easily.

Looks like I'm gonna sleep angrily again, like last night. But peacefully perhaps, comeon God, lemme think of you. I know you'll always be there for me. Maybe I've gone overboard. Or maybe I'm just too agitated.


Goodnight then.. 21 more days:D


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