Sup all! Grace here. I live large for GOD and follow whatever He says. :)
Forgive me if I critisized you in any way! :)
Slept from 11.45-10.45..been very long since I slept for that long.. not a bad sleep..quite peaceful:) but I can find my peace in God.
Went to my brother's school to get his books and uniform. Wah the Pe shirt now so nice I want!!! Dry-fit sia... I really want!! Hehehe..
Then went home, immediately went to do my quiet time and sent my word. Yes! Then I went to eat claypot rice. Forgot to change out of my home shorts so was like super short:/:/:/ ah well... Haha.
Then I went off to my aunt house to displace my brothers there. Bye guys! See ya all on Wednesday I think Hehe. Went home after that. Well was supposed to go to my friend's house to get books, don't think she'll keep anymore for me... :( Hah..
Then went home, did housechores... And played those 3 pieces. Sadly. No night study tomorrow because mrlim needs to do some stuff. Maybe rayen and Joshua might just come over to do the cupboards for Christmas carol:) let's hope rayen can make it. Lol..
So played the whole day till 4.45? Then started on my homework, listening to mrlim's advice. Zzz. Need ask dad how to do my homework. Let's hope I can focus now. I want to do well. Shall do work with my dad till midnight tonight. He's suppose to come home around 5. But he's going happy hour with his friend. Wonder if he can even teach me after a tiring day-.- Shall rest awhile again now. Haha.. no la, I'll do whatever I can now.
After this, my sister's going to cook dinner for me. Hope I won't get poisoned:P kidding. Remember I said that on my sister's birthday when dad wanted to bring us out for dinner. Now.... No.... Love my family:):):):):):):):):):):):)
Okay! Today, my faith was kind of tested. Amelia asked me a question. My first reaction was: really meh... I never knew such things. Thinking my knowledge is very deep. I asked my teacher. So okay, he was also kind of shock. So I was like, means shouldn't be like this la.
But it didn't stop there. Questions continued to pop out from him, but I never thought of asking those questions. Then I realised, I'm not precise enough. Not really just that, also I've my doubts and uncertainties as well...
That shouldn't be the case. Because when something comes, and I just get shaken like this, determines and proves my faith isn't that high. My foundation again.
So what if I've been a believer since young. That doesn't prove anything. Only goes to show that I've been fooling around when I was young. Which is true. I only went to church to listen to bibleb stories, sing song, and bully my church teachers. Only primary 6 then started playing piano.
But don't live in regrets! Just repent and move on. Repent also must sincerely repent. Because we love God. If you love someone, you wouldn't want to hurt them right?:)
So my "aim" is the same. Still want to deepen my relationship with God and maybe take the extra mile to read more of the bible. Not just qt. But extra reading daily. Takes perseverance. I don't want to do lip services...