Went to meet mrlim and rayen for dinner. Eat duck, again. Haha. Not bad, quite worth it.
And I'm like a boss la:P suddenly appear out of nowhere. Hehe
Went outside TC to leypak, and then I broke rayen's clip, by accident... Sorry rayen. I'll try finding some for you later:P
Cell started with ice breakers. Mrlim was suppose to do it, but the girls did it instead. Well... Unfair? Think he should also have stated that like he has prepared games instead of just letting do whatever they want.
But think he also can't do much la... Having more girl than guy leaders. Oh well... It's okay cher!:) Haha.
Then we started praise and worship. The song, when I look into your holiness. Was woah. Joyce sung it in the perspective of God: I love you, I love you, the reason I came, is to die for you. And that's why I sing: I worship you, I worship you, the reason I live, is to worship you.
I need to place my focus on God and worship Him wholeheartedly. The whole world isn't going to be there for me in my time of need. We shouldn't be relying on anyone in the world. Community will help us, but they also have their problems with God. We surely have to pray for each other for when more than 2 gather and pray, God says He will answer prayer:)
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight!
-God will make my path straight. He will make my path straight. He knows us best. BEST!!!!!
Learnt 4 things also yesterday. Ah... Bliss. Really feel very bliss today. I just want to thank God that he chose me. Really.:) without Him, I'm not who I am today. Yes.
1. Parents. How do you know you love them.
Honestly, I don't know. But I really appreciate what they did to me the past 14 years 11months and few days. Hahaha. Maths fail sorry.
They cook for me, play with me, feed me, go out with me, teach me my homework, discipline me, brought me up to who I am today. Well... Many things happened, I shall not say here.. but I became a rebellious kid. From a good and nice girl, listening to my teachers, not sleeping. I became a rebellious, naughty, disobedient, sleeping in class kid.
Perhaps due to my fatigueness. Or maybe not. But in any sense, I should run back to my cross, repent and even just listen to my God. I don't feel condemned. For I know my God forgives. But I'll change for the better and not for the worst. Yesterday evening was a little bit better. In the mrt, over dinner, cell and everything. Thanks God:)
I know now I can change anytime. It doesn't have to be a new day. It can be anytime!:)
2. Service.
Surely I've a lot of opportunities for me to serve and learn. Definitely. Because I've been hugely blessed by.the Lord. I've been to Osl, obs, I've.such problems at home. Maybe I'll not call them problems. I'll say: its a blessing for these to happen. I learnt much from it. But still.. I can control my emotions more.
I've lots of opportunities. But doing so much, within those few weeks, perhaps there's a slight change here and there. But after awhile I'm hot on fire, then I become cold again. Or rather lukewarm.
In the bible, God says that whoever that is lukewarm, neither hot nor cold. He will spit us out. He will spit us out.
I don't want... I want to be in the kingdom of God. Where I know I'm safe in God's arms. He will be there to protect me. Yes!:)
3. Grace of God.
A small portion, but even more because my name is Grace. God's grace is a undeserved gift. We don't deserve it. But God gave it to us.
We deserve to go to hell, for we sinned, and we fell short of God's glory. For we sin, and God is sinless, we are seperated from God.
But because of His grace, we are saved. By His grace we're saved and we're redeemed by His love. Praise God!!:) hallelueh:)
4. This is what rayen taught me. Mrlim still haven't properly talk to me about this. All the rest briefly talk already. Still left this one.
So when we talk about it then I'll restate this point.
For now, I'll have magee, then play piano, then eat lunch, then do homework. Ok. Bb:)
