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Cold + emo = unfruitful
Monday, December 19, 2011, 10:36 PM
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So cold... So tired... So moody... Over what? My focus. It's not there. Too disappointed in myself. Well maybe I'm too tough towards myself. Maybe I'm just being ignorant even now.


When will I ever wake up and be the one God wants me to be. When will I ever wake up and listen to the soft voice talking to me.


Now? No... I'm not listening, nor following... Nor am I obediently, trying my best. 

Perhaps I've been using my human will and strength to do things, not letting God work in me. I really don't know.


At that moment, just felt like giving up. Nothing seems to be working for me. Just felt like giving up. Haiz... I can't give up. Have to give it my best. Am I already putting in my best? I doubt so.


Pray: dear God, please help me. Allow me to surrender to you. To listen to your voice. To focus on you and not be distracted. To just obey and listen.


I think I'm treating these like punishments or orders. I'm not really "enjoying" ugh!!!


Still have to give thanks for a not stressing afternoon la.


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