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ugh what a day
Tuesday, November 29, 2011, 10:35 PM
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Started of saying I hate you to my sis, kind of feel guilty now...


What's next? Went shopping and got some stuff from Far East as well as Bugis. Spent quite reasonably for a dress, belt and a shirt, don't know how to spell the design. Hehe:P


Oh!! I stalked my blog and realised how emo I was last time, now still the same, never change, which is bad. Wanted to change after going to Osl. But seems like not much change. Well, better than no change. :)


Then I went to meet Rayen and a friend, was a little down. Shall say why now.


I had a call from my sister's friend saying she saw my mother and she was shocked when she saw my mom. My mom was also shocked. That caught me down for awhile, well who won't miss their mom?


Now is more of heart break ah God.

Save me!!!


I need your help, I really don't know what to do. I really feel like I'm some jerk and some person that thinks only for myself. Sigh... People know me so well without me telling them. Gossips. Think I'll have to stop gossiping, since I don't like people to gossip about me.


Next, my emotions are in extremes. Either I'm super hyper irritating and crazy, laughing, being cheerful and all....

Or I'm super emo irritating and anti-social, crying, being upset and all...


It's all in opposites. God, I can't control my emotions. I'm afriad, for my O levels, my studies, my homework, my family, friendship, relationships with people. Many have been broken because of my attitude and emotions already.


I don't want to lose more. I don't even know if an Sms now would help. Seems helpless and useless. Irritating and annoying only. What to do? I don't know. I've like a split personality.


Infront of my friends I'm hyper jumpy and all, but infront of certain people, I just become moody, jealous and all.


This shouldn't be the way right? Any help? I'm really in a dilemma, like in my wits end. Am I just seeking attention? Or am I really emotionally attached to you? Or is it both? God!!!!


I only cry out to you when I need you, that sucks. It shouldn't be that way. I think I hear you crying. Because you're disappointed in me. Father, please forgive me. I don't want to walk the unrighteous path. The path which leads me to nowhere. I don't want to walk around aimlessly. To have no focus at all. I don't want. I really don't want.


I'm just feeling abandoned, because my shelter isn't in you, my trust isn't in you, my faith is bringing me nowhere.


Please forgive me, I repent. I keep saying I don't know what to do. But all I got to do is to give up and place my trust emotions thoughts and everything to you!:') God I know you hear me. I know you can see. Save me away from this. I surrender to you, I give you my life. Overtake it and lead me.


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