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Thursday, June 9, 2011, 10:05 PM
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I just don't know what to say. I just don't know what to do.
Perhaps I'll just dedicate this blog post to you.

I'm sorry for driving you nuts and making you feel irritated, I just don't know how to express my feelings correctly.

I'm not saying that I didn't heed your advice and I didn't listen to what you said and what you told me.
I did, and I tried my best.

Maybe I just don't know how to talk to you normally anymore?
I just feel that we're closer, but I just don't know how to portray myself to people and especially to you.

Sorry for being this way, I hope you can forgive me and don't say that I'm a pain in the neck.

I'm just confused, I myself don't know why I'm behaving this way and I myself don't know why I'm acting so strangely.

I keep saying sorry, like what you say, I keep saying sorry, but I guess I just don't know what to do at this moment except to pray. I think I'm hiding something from you, even here, but what is it?

Let me think, I think what I'm hiding from you is that perhaps I lost contact you. I don't know how to behave with you anymore, I lost my human sense with you around. When I'm with my friends, I'm perfectly fine and normal.
But when I'm talking to you, I don't know how to react.

I was thinking, is my body subconciously being emo so I can receive more care from you? If that's the case, it's really a bit too stupid.

I myself don't like to be emo, I say before and I said many times before, I myself don't like to be sad, I like to be happy.

I took your advice you told me in the morning, I really did.
Thanks for everything you have done for me, really.

I hope you won't say ok I'm not meant to talk to you anymore you lead your life I lead mine NO. I don't want this to happen as well, I just want to lead a normal Christian life with you helping me by my side and I really hope you won't have any wrong accusations and thinking of what I'm thinking.

Please tell me as soon as possible once you read this and tell me if you want to MSN or SMS me. Thanks..

God bless,
Grace


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