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it felt so long
Tuesday, May 17, 2011, 3:52 PM
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It has been a long time since i posted again. I've been using the computer but I just didn't really want to post.

Now I've time and I'm seriously bored thus I'm posting.

Well I'm actually quite upset.
Probably this will be my ranting wall already.

I just don't like how things are being done and controlled in the house by my parents, and even my grandmother.
It is just that irritating you know what I mean.e

Well if you've been to my house before you will really know what I mean.

My mom and I are not really in good terms and I just can't understand why adults are so narrow minded and just want things to be done in their own way.

We the kids in the whole nation ought to have some free space.
Probably we're not even kids, exactly, we're not even kids, which makes us even weirder as to why we can't have our opinions.

I just can't really understand the problem between my parents. I mean like, why can't day just sort things out and have a happy family.

They sexed at least 4 times, they have 4 kids, can't day spare a thought for us the teens and kids?
Doing all these lame things at least makes 4 kids suffer. I suffer in my relationships with my family, my sister suffers by hating my dad and being fearful of my mom, my brother suffers with his grades and playfulness, my youngest brother suffers with all the negative thoughts that well all of us give Him.

That shouldn't be the case. In all families, we all hope and yearn for a happy family, a family which God provided, and we should be thankful and happy for it.

I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THIS HAPPENS.
not only to me, many or rather some of my friends also don't have a very nice and wonderful family.
Sadly, some have already not have one for a long time.

I've always been struggling with my mom, previously my dad. I used to hate my dad a lot. Many times I just feel like dying. Being the oldest is something which makes it worst. I've to set a good example to ALL my siblings and they all pick up and follow after what I do.
My results are relatively okay, but ever since the biggest trauma happened, I believe it dropped quite a lot.

I've been too dependent on you, I know I shouldn't be doing too many things with you and I know that we shouldn't be so close in the first place. But since you've helped me to grow in my spiritual realm, and you have brought me to light and making me change so greatly.
Thank you. Happy birthday. I love you as a brother in Christ:)



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