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Sup all! Grace here. I live large for GOD and follow whatever He says. :)
Forgive me if I critisized you in any way! :)
The grape is back in posting.
Yay.
But my mouse keep lagging and lagging and lagging non-stop.
Haiz...
I'm juggling blogging and homework now... Haha.
Still left Bio, Geog, Languages, A maths, now doing SS.
Last night was horrible.
And now is also horrible. My house is so damn chaotic.
I can't do homework in peace, every second, I hear my brothers fighting, screaming, etc etc.
Many things happened yesterday, I made my best friend cry because of someone else, my mom almost slapped me, I see the stress I have and I know I can't manage.
I would not like to elaborate on these, I just want to let those people that read my blog know:
1. I may be defeated, I may look like I am defeated. BUT I'm not.
2. I may be weak outside, I may look strong at times. BUT you will NEVER know my deepest darkest feelings.
3. I may sound like I'm emotional, I'm this and that. BUT I'm not so easily bullied.
4. I've the rights to decide what kind of clothes I want to wear, I don't need a comment on every new thing I put on MY own body.
5. It is getting irritating, I can't express my true feelings infront of you guys, I want to, but hearing all the comments from all the different people, I can't.
6. What is your problem? It's my life, I decide how I want to LIVE my OWN LIFE!! Its not up to you to decide- I'm not referring this to only my mom, but some of my friends as well.
7. Where are all of you when I need help? Whenever I tell you guys problems, you guys just reply cheer up, ok, orh. BUT whenever you guys have problems I try and say more things to make you guys feel better.
8. You guys say I'm too close to Mr Lim, you guys say we like an item. WHY???? I tell him more things than you guys, WHY???? You guys know the reason, I tell you guys everything and anything, BUT do you guys do the same to me? Am I really that not trustworthy? I don't think so. When I want to tell him something, even if he is busy, he will still help me.
9. The most recent argument between you and him. I have been trying to out good words of him to you guys. BUT I've been accused to be siding him!! Do you guys even know that I've been trying to put even more good words of you guys to him so he will apologize?
10. LISTEN UP. I HAVE ALREADY COME UP WITH A SOLUTION FOR YOU GUYS AND HIM! It was HIM that came up with the idea, I don't think it is too much, but at least I can see that he really cares for all of you, especially the one that he hurt emotionally.
He told me this, he will apologize to you guys that he didn't wake up the 1st time, but he says you guys have to apologize to him for getting him up at the wrong time when people are usually sleeping at that hour. He wants you guys to know that is not he don't care, or don't want to care, but is you guys did not have the consideration for him and others.
For Vanessa, he say he may have heard someone else say that, but he asks you to take back your words that he don't care.
******PLEASE NOTE THAT I SAY ALL THESE THINGS IS ENTIRELY FROM HIS MESSAGE AND I AM NOT SIDING HIM. I REPEAT: I'M NOT SIDING HIM.******* Clear????
That is all I want to say. Good bye.
GRACE FOO
